So I'm supposed to start trusting myself. But I had to ask myself the following:
1. Would you trust someone who treats you like crap?
2. Would you trust someone who always puts you last?
3. Who leaves you only leftovers?
4. Who ridicules you?
5. Who puts you down?
6. Who is down right mean?
7. Someone who looks at you and points out all of your physical flaws?
No, I don't think I'll be trusting that person. Since I am the person who treats me like that, I'm going to have to start treating myself better. First things first...I'm going to start talking to myself like I talk to my friends. Like I'm somone who matters, who has a voice that's worth listtening to.
That's enough of a start for now. Slowly, because when someone has spent years hurting you, that trust is going to take time to rebuild.
